Won or Lost?

Well, finally the Ayodhya verdict has come out. One third to Hindus, another third to Muslims and remaining third to Nirmohi Akhara.
What sounds so childish about our great leaders and their stupid followers is that both the Hindu and Muslim leaders are combating each other for same entity – God. Huh!!
I don’t understand as why they can’t see beyond their narrow lanes of thought that at the end of day it is God who will be placed there, neither a liquor shop nor a discotheque (I can be killed for saying this).
Another strange confusion, probably, God is facing today – why has he created so many faces and names for himself. It should be paining him that one sect kill the other sect for him. So, he is on the winning side or the losing side at the same time. And it is the same pain I am going through seeing my brothers killing each other.

First Trisem Holidays !!

Time - 7.43 (may lappie says) Date - Sept 17 In Duronto Express (enroute Hyderabad)

Niiiice !! a cool and strong breeze blowing past my face and m liking it. The niiice feeling is compounded with this particular song from Godavari movie.

It is reminding me of my last crush (m not gonna reveal the identity dude !!). The lyrics of the song probably would have been truly inspired by this lady. So true !! It was a nice feeling being around with her for a good time. And I am badly missing her now. IIFT's express speed life haven't given me time to think about anyting other than assignments, deadlines and classes. And after three months of hectic life, thoughts about her are pouring in. Haven't had a chance to speak to her oflate. Looking forward to meet her again, if possible. Should be a nice feeling, similar to listening to this song.

(the song keeps playing in repeat mode in VLC Player)

Random Thoughts

PS: written on Aug 15, posted on Aug 22

It has been an Independence Day, in its fullest spirit for me today :)
Thanks to my Senior batch, we don't have any sessions, club meetings. I appreciate their respect to the country. It might be surprising to think as why this dumb ass is so excited for a single day. But that is life @ B-school (that too a residential program). Classes, assignments, club meetings, sessions, placements......... what not??

My day has been the laziest possible... woke up at 9:30, bfast at 10.30, followed by a morning show on my lappie.... a lonng bath, decent lunch @ hostel mess, matinee again on my lappie... and browsing+chatting for the remainder of the day. Wat else can I ask for?

The past 45 days in IIFT has been roller coaster sorts. Thanks to Yusuf sarai, I need to spend 1 hr more to commute to college and my brothers @ old hostel surely know the "marginal value" of this extra hr sleep. I still wonder whether my decision of joining all the possible clubs is a major cause of my "busy" lifestyle. But, I should pat my back for the decision, for it helped me to choose my majors so soon (its fin folks!!) I cannot stop appreciating the senior folks for their time and effort in running these clubs, coz I personally know how tough it can be, thanks to my Infy stint in handling clubs.

As you could(n't) grasp the flow, my thoughts are wandering from one extreme to another and I better pause 'em here for now.

Yeh Maaye Chesave :)

Lost in my nostalgic thoughts watching this movie ... and a deep feeling of remorse also filled me. But it was a very thoughtful decision at that time.

She was the most beautiful gal I have ever seen, literally. I think, and strongly believe too, that 99% Malayali gals are beautiful. My team mate, a few of my colleagues.... I have seen many of them, stunningly beautiful. And this gal attracted me the first moment I saw her. And I had to believe "Love at First Sight", which I thought would exist in movies only ;)

I followed her, albeit silently, to the food courts, to the coffee machines, to the hostel. Just for one more glance of her. And luck favored me when she was posted in same location as me. Slowly friendship blossomed and we were very good friends. I was ready to do anything for her on the earth, just to bring a smile on her face. Now too.

When I was watching this movie, the story instantly stuck with me. A Malayali. The heroine is beautiful as her, as matured as her, as sweet as her, simple "her". And I was mesmerized again. Her looks were addictive, the more you stare at her, the more you keep on staring. Exactly the same I felt 3 years before :)

I feel good, as always, to think about her, the first time I her, I saw a shine in her eyes, and fell Love at First Sight :)

Missing you ...

Without Her

Its different. Very much. Without her, life is very much different, both good and bad :smiles:

I wake up any time, because I needn't wake up early to serve as her alarm.

I need nt go the gym, because I dont have the urge to look good anymore.

I go to office anytime, because I needn't pick her up anymore.

I eat my breakfast anytime, because I neednt wait for her to join me.

I play anytime, because I neednt spare anytime for her anymore.

I work all the time, because I dont have any other better to do.

I have all the time in the world now, but just dont know what to do with it - without her :|